This blog allows me to track my progress and look at pretty things :)
I hate how good I feel when I throw up, not even necessarily purging, nothing to do with weight, just throwing up. I love to throw up. And that’s horrible.
Lol, I love that people talk about how eating healthy makes them feel better or exercising releases loads of endorphines and kills their stress and bad mood and I’m just there like “yeah, when I eat fruit and veggies I go suicidal and during a work-out I can cope but after I finish I am depressed all day and can’t focus on anything, lulz.”
But omg I’m not the only one!!! http://exercise.about.com/b/2006/01/30/in-the-forum-can-exercise-cause-depression.htm
P.S: It’s not about me not liking veggies and fruits, I actually LOVE them, and it’s not about not enjoying the workout/being lazy. It’s like… physical. My brain chemistry is fucked.
I was emo, so then I watched something and ate something and was happy again - but then I saw my reflection on my laptop screen and now I’m emo again. Lulz.
I seem to have encountered a coupon for Greek yogurt and it’s 1 dollar saving but for whatever reason I felt the need to share it lol CLICK IT
Thank you, darling <3 :) much love, I’ll stay strong! xx