33 percent me


I am 33 percent me and 66 percent fat. I want to be 100 percent me.

This blog allows me to track my progress and look at pretty things :)

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I hate how good I feel when I throw up, not even necessarily purging, nothing to do with weight, just throwing up. I love to throw up. And that’s horrible.

0 notes • Friday, November 25, 2011 • reblog this

Some people are just cunts.
0 notes • Sunday, November 20, 2011 • reblog this

i had to numb myself out to be able to cope and now i’m still so numb i don’t even feel things like cold, hunger or physical discomfort and i don’t know how to snap out of it
1 note • Sunday, November 20, 2011 • reblog this

501) I know why I eat. I eat because eating will make me fat, and being fat will make me ugly. Uglier. I feel like I don’t deserve to be pretty, and I don’t know why.
7 notes • Saturday, October 22, 2011 • reblog this

Lol, I love that people talk about how eating healthy makes them feel better or exercising releases loads of endorphines and kills their stress and bad mood and I’m just there like “yeah, when I eat fruit and veggies I go suicidal and during a work-out I can cope but after I finish I am depressed all day and can’t focus on anything, lulz.”

But omg I’m not the only one!!! http://exercise.about.com/b/2006/01/30/in-the-forum-can-exercise-cause-depression.htm

P.S: It’s not about me not liking veggies and fruits, I actually LOVE them, and it’s not about not enjoying the workout/being lazy. It’s like… physical. My brain chemistry is fucked.

0 notes • Monday, October 17, 2011 • reblog this

I was emo, so then I watched something and ate something and was happy again - but then I saw my reflection on my laptop screen and now I’m emo again. Lulz.

0 notes • Monday, October 17, 2011 • reblog this

makemetheprettiest: weight loss simulator! http://www.imagetwinsolutions.com/weightloss/# thank you to who posted this first, been searching for one of these!

49 notes • Monday, October 17, 2011 • reblog this

I seem to have encountered a coupon for Greek yogurt and it’s 1 dollar saving but for whatever reason I felt the need to share it lol CLICK IT

3 notes • Saturday, October 15, 2011 • reblog this

emptieness-deactivated20120128: Don't give up! You have worked so hard, sweetheart. Don't throw it all away. Think about how skinny you'll be when you finally reach your goal weight. Everyone feels like giving up at some point, myself included. But it will be worth it in the end<3

Thank you, darling <3 :) much love, I’ll stay strong! xx

0 notes • Friday, October 14, 2011 • reblog this

REBLOG if you are a weightloss blog !
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